Pierre thinks to himself, 'I must -- however strange, however impossible this happiness -- I must do everything to make it so that she and I are man and wife.'
I had fun, identifying as much ephemera as possible with a theme of love/marriage. -- Lola
from page 6330634, volume 2 of original text
collage, flora from Yasnaya Polyana
Pevear/Volokhonsky translation page 1117-1119